After going through a bunch of depression-related things and a break up, I am back! (well, the break up happened this weekend so i’m still in recovery mode but.) I am happy to be able to feel like myself again. When it comes down to it, I am a very clingy and somewhat needy person. (Especially when it comes to relationships). That being said, I need a loving relationship where I can feel like I am worth something to someone, and feel like I am good enough. So yeah.
Depressing things aside, I am super excited because Natti offered to have me join a group collab channel called City of Lost Souls! It’s actually a really good channel full of really nice people. Natti is super chill and i’m really happy to be her friend. Also, I found out that she knows Social Repose! She was in one of his videos even. That’s so cool ah xD. I’m actually going to go to the “Somewhere before Christmas tour” in November, and I got the VIP so that I could talk to Richie. Honestly, based off of what Natti has told me, I want to get to know him as a person and be friends. I feel like we are really similar and we would get along well. I don’t know if it would be possible but. Maybe? Hopefully?
Anyway, don’t forget to check out the COLS channel and subscribe while you’re there. 🙂 Have a good day friends.
Current favorite song: Pacify Her -Melanie Martinez